10 Days

10 Days Later…
… it is like if it had been 10 years ago… nevertheless… the day after…  I were totally outside minded…faults in the rhythms… in the mind… in watching people… in speaking with people… in realizing that there are things that also to tell them are not the same thing… and all they not even believe me… but to live it…it leaves you without breath… and that special taste in mouth at the end…
10 days in which after having seen it… after having tried it… and after have retried…. finally I have understood a great thing… I belong to the category "lucky and stupid guy" … lucky ‘cause in my life I have had a bag of opportunity but just many… stupid why only I’ve taken advantage only of a smallest insignificant part….. It is just to pick here the opportunity that the great majority of comprised people is afraid of…
once a pretty girl said to me… "Who has Bread does not have Teeth"… The reference were obvious… in truth I always had both… but as an old man I have begun to lose the teeth… or not to know more to use them… I believe to have still them…I only need to know to pull outside them due to bite… if you want one thing you must go to take it, to put the face inside… know that it can go to you badly… but if goes to you well You got it and begins to grow a tooth… if goes you badly..no way….You tried… but you know what perfectly is on the other side… I don’t want to think every time that I knew to have an opportunity and I stayed calm and immovable… Think that for someone the opportunity comes once in the life …
10 days in order to convince definitively myself that it is hour to go away…
In 10 days is already advanced March… is the date limit… To know determined and mature persons make me only increasing the sense of accumulated freedom the past month… in 10 days cannot change the world… but I must have the force to leave… to begin to put some bases… I’m sure that I will make it… also why many times the sky insied here becomes dark… perhaps will not be the right moment… indeed… it is not… but at least I try… This must be the right way…
10 days ago I did not think any next travel… with who… where… now I have many possibilities… and tasks… I started to search something… in my heart I have my preferred ones… but I have still not decided what to do… and with who… alone… sometimes it is even more amusing…I don’t believe that I will decide in the next 10 days… depends on too many things… and from too many people…
10 days that I try to install a fucking modem on Windows Vista…..and as you can see… I won… Changing the modem (no comment)
10 next days… I do not know if they will be great or bad… but last 10… in 2007… are the best ones for sure…
Annunci

Chi sarà il primo ?

Fin dalla 3 liceo ce lo chiedavamo….ricordo che andavamo ancora a scuola in bici…le morose andavano e venivano…ce le si scambiava (chiedendo il permesso 😀 ) ogni 2 settimane….facevamo anche le classifiche su chi potesse essere il primo tra di noi…e ovviamente era in testa chi in quel momento aveva la storia più lunga…
 
Beh ormai è anni che se ne parla nei nostri ahimè rari incontri – tra un buco e l’altro delle nostre esperienze lavorative…e sembrava ormai chiaro che fosse il "prossimo"…
 
Stasera la tua telefonata…"Ho una notizia da darti"…sapevo che era arrivato il momento….
 
Ragazzi…non posso che farvi i miei migliori auguri…il 13 ottobre è vicino e bisogna organizzare un sacco di cose…
 
Ale&Marta…auguroni!
 
Chi sarà il secondo….?